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This weather is meant for sleeping
it really is. I haven't go much motivation to go to school these days. i just want to go out all day. pig out.. haiyaaaaaaaaaa. its hilda and aveline's fault to make me this way.
my hand hurts like hell now. playing the wii yesterday night at ave's house. this is what happens when i don't exercise. oh god. i am pig now. complete pig. even when hilda was jogging at the gym.. i just sit next to her .... day dreaming.. see how motivated i am.
i have the sudden urge to blog aimlessly and i tend to rant without conveying my main point.
hmm actually today i don't really have a main point.
i am just in my lalalalalala mood
Food Adventure
we kinda have a food adventure. Ok la. sort of.
went to Geylang to frog porridge. Thank God aveline and the uncle taxi know which lorong it is or not we would have end up in lorong 12 ( full of ehem**)
Since we didn't really make ourselves that full. Why not indulge on some more food?
Venny suggested eating prata ice cream. So we brace ourselves for it and went all the way to jalan kayu just to eat that.
Having friends coming back from somewhere else is not that good for my diet. it screws it up seriously. then we end up in some dungeon place to play pool.
it was good fun.
I'm glad many people are back. I miss hilda loads. hahaha. she'll happy that i write this.
Super Happy :)
i've gotten the nintendo wii.. yeay!!!!!! finally!!! its damn cool!!!!!!!
apparently its sold out everywhere in singapore.
some people are willing to pay twice the price for it. nuts...
thanks to daddy's friends.. who got lobang to the supplier and get it air freight here.
while everyone's crazy with iphone now. this shall be my new obsession now
ok going to play with it now. love love love!!!!!!!!!
feeling out of place, out of time, out of sorts, kinda out of my mind.
its not because what i am not suppose to have. its because of what i have.
3 hours away from French test.
i know i wont pass it. coz its bloody.HARD. %$#@$%^&**
No mood to study at all!!!!!!!!!!!!
all i know is...
un/une
duex
trois
quatre
cinq
six
septh
huit
neuf
deux
onze
douze
treize
quatorze
quinze
seize
dix sept
dix huit
dix neuf
vingt
one to twenty in french. (from the top of my head)
im freaking anxious about it.
I Hate Myself
I really do..... oh well sometimes. I always succumb to feelings and desires that i am not suppose to have all the time. That's the case with eating, spending money, my spiritual life, my promises to God and other people. I feel so bad only i repeated the mistake again and again.
Sigh. Why can't I be assertive in the decisions that i make? And i keep making excuses to console myself... its makes me feel really pathetic. I keep disappointing God (especially) and other people whenever i break my promise? and i really don't want to anymore.
I'm sorry God.
I really am.
I know i said sorry like a million time.
But every time i think if i am really forgiven.
I know i am by Your grace.
and i don't want to cheapen it.
I'm sorry. Please give me another chance.
I don't want to be a soft person and complacent,
fearful of sacrifices and self humbling.
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